17 September 2009 ...
Created a BRAND NEW blog :) ...
As... i cn't find a plc/ppl 2 share mine tot ...
Mind had been wondering abt ...
& DEVIL + ANGEL appeared recently !!!~
Which turn me into a ??????
Seriously, Truly, Very Sure ...
Tat I'M UNABLE 2 put dwn e PAST , e TING, e WORDS...
I'm SORRY !!!~ Truly SORRY !!!~
I reali cnt 4give & 4get e matter ..
So easily ...
I'm nt tat GRACIOUS tat you TOT ...So PLS ...
Dun tink tat you reeali noe mi tat WELL !!!~
"YOU" kip telling mi to 4get tis matter ...
N moove on "OUR" road ...
Bt e SAD ting IS ...
I REALI CN'T DO IT ...
E words she sae HURT mi ...
N left a DEEP SCAR on my HEART ...
Smtime ...
I do reali try hard 2 4give n 4get ...
Bt... Ur actiion/words show mi tat YOU CARE 4 HER ...
"YOU" might sae tat ...
"YOU" treat HER well & nice is bcos u still tk as HER a frenz ...
Bt ... frm wat i sense n wat i saw frm "YOUR" action is different ...
"YOU" may nt realise tat ...
Wenever we tok abt HER ...
"YOU" always get angry easily ...
N always quarrel OVER HER ...
By doing tis way ...
"YOU" make mi mre sure & tink tat...
"YOU" reali CARE ALOTZ ABT HER !!!~
if "YOU" dun reali care abt HER ...
Y wen "YOU" mit HER out 4 a tok ...
Y didn't "YOU" ask mi 2 TAG ALONG ???
Haix...
Juz bcos "YOU" scare tat i will sae sm HURTFUL 2 HER ...
Tat y "YOU" nv ask mi TAG ALONG ...
I'm so disppointed 2 heard tis sentence came out frm "YOUR" MOUTH ....
So hw cn "YOU" convince mi tat "YOU" & "HER" is juz a "FRIEND" ...
Smhw rather ...
I alwayz rmb tat ....
Tis particular ACCIDENT make mi saw HER BLOG !!~
& frm "HER" BLOG ...
I saw & feel tat HW MUCH "SHE" MISSES "YOU" !!~
Which make mi feel lyk ?????????
N there is 1 particular DAY !!!~
I wen 2 read "HER" BLOG AGAIN ..,
WHich mk saw a ....
POST a SHOUT OUT MESSAGE frm "HER" BLOG ...
"idunnowatthehellureadfrmmyblog,bttisismyblog,
ntaplacewhrugettingstotoktourbforanyofthecontenttoburtopic.
abfisntforutopullhimdwnbttodotenluvhimwithallucan.
inoeuluvhimsoydunuluvhimwifallucannhackwatotherswrote.
imtreatingunhimasonesoifheismyfrendsoru.
i dunnowatisurmotivebtyucantbhonesttotellanyoneofuswatuwan.
insteadofggsuchabigroundmakingpplfeeluneasy.
rmbheisurbfmyfren.
ihatetosaytisbtplsrelearnthemeaningofluv.
Wondering wat is e DE-CODE !!!~
Here is e DE-CODE ....
"i dunno wat the hell u read frm my blog,
bt tis is my blog,
nt a place whr u get tings to tok to ur bf or any of the content to b ur topic.
a bf is nt for u to pull him dwn bt to dote n luv him with all u can.
i noe u luv him so y dun u luv him wif all u can n hack wat others wrote.
i m treating u n him as one so if he is my frend so r u.
i dunno wat is ur motive bt y u cant b honest to tell anyone of us wat u wan.
instead of gg such a big round making ppl feel uneasy.
rmb he is ur bf my fren.
i hate to say tis bt pls re learn the meaning of luv."
Hiax ....
Yeah !!!~
I wen DE-CODE e POST OUT ...
Nt bcos I'M GULITY or wat ....
Is bcos ....
I wanna noe wat is in "HER" mind rite NW(PAST)...
Wit mi SURPRISE ...
She wrote out tis POST OUT ....
Which mk mi PROVE tat i'm a THIRD PARTY ... Who stolen "HER" bf ...
N "SHE" LOVE "YOU" mre then ME ...
Isn't it ....
Seriously, I dun wish 2 kip RECALL all tis MATTER ...
Bt ... I reali cn't HELP 2 4GET it ...
Or even WASH IT AWAY frm my MIND + HEART ...
N frm tis point ...
We seem 2 had move apart further frm each other ...
Which mk a GAP in btw "US" ...
Love, @ 7:38 AM
